Wednesday, August 12, 2015

Getting Over

Sure you'll never see me again
Sure you'll make money and get married
That won;t be too hard
You'll manage
You'll force it
Go ahead.

I think it's funny,
But try to get me
from under your fingernails
Try to get me out
of your hair
Try to get me out
of all those places I sneaked in

Without hesitation you opened up
And I'd like to see you get over that.



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Wednesday, June 24, 2015

Never give up :) True Incident

This story is about the day when the whole city of Mumbai (India) had drown in the floods.
I was staying back in my school after regular school hours for my secondary drawing classes. It started raining heavily. My friends and I were just about to leave when suddenly the side wall of my school compound just collapsed . People , both adults and kids got buried alive right there in front of my eyes. Not only did people die in front of me but my only way to home got blocked. Seeing this me and my friends ran back inside the school building. It started raining even more heavily and the whole of Mumbai started flooding . People started rushing home. My dad had just reached home and he heard the news of the wall collapsing. The  phone networks were jammed and there was no way for any other sort of communication.  The areas were so flooded , it was impossible even for the vehicles to move. My school is at a 20 mins walking distance from my home. In such flooded conditions where he could see dead bodies floating in the flooded water, people dying of electrocution , people getting stuck between the pipelines and other places, my dad left home to come to my school just to make sure that if I am okay. It took him two hours to reach my school, which was normally a 20 mins away.
And I can't even start to explain his trip on the way to school.
Call it a miracle or sheer determination, it was impossible for one to reach my school in those conditions and that was not it. As I said, my only way to home was blocked by the wall being collapsed.
My dad and some other adults stood on the other side, equipped with some tools and broke another part of the compound and entered their way into the school. When there were questions about h
is life and death , he didn't even hesitate a little and just to see if I was okay, did all of this. It was a heroic and really motivating act for me. And after that day whenever I feel like giving up , I think about that day.
 If my dad had given up even a bit he wouldn't be with me anymore. 

Friday, May 1, 2015

Fight Inside

I had this fight inside me for her.
I can't describe it.
I was up against these men that all thought the same of her: she was original, she was beautiful & she was heard to reach: stubborn at best.
She was easily overwhelmed & I knew that's why she never fell in love..or maybe she just wasn't interested.
Either way,I couldn't tell & I guess that's why I was so in love with her.
She didn't want to be bothered & all I could do was annoy her with the idea that I was all she needed, I think she knows it: she's just too in love with her pride to let me in.

Tuesday, April 21, 2015

Mom and Dad

It's been seventeen years of you being unsure of where I'll end up.
If I'm safe when I miss your calls, if anyone is 'good enough' for me, or why I like being mostly alone.
It's been years of almost not making it & moments of disappointment & tears accompanied with days of no sleep. There were mistakes made & you fixing me when I broke down. I've been stubborn & I've disappeared for a short time, but I assure you, I'll never go further than your hearts.

Tuesday, April 7, 2015

If you want to know

If you want to know me, then I will tell you something that nobody knows.
My life was a father coming home for festivals
Arriving in his black mercedes, full of presents for my sister and I.

Life for me
was two days later when he had to leave again for work
in order to make back for the time he spent
on two girls who thought Santa was real.

My life was complicated because I fell
so much anger and love, at an early age.
Sometimes I close my eyes, and I can still see
that young girl with her wands waving in the air
to bring her father back.

My life is full of stories that I have kept inside.
But what's the point of that when you're not helping everyone.

Tell your story and let it burn within the hearts and souls, of others.
You might just end up saving someone tonight.